TY - BOOK AU - Pan,Emily X.R. TI - The astonishing color of after SN - 9780316463997 AV - PZ7.1.P3573 Ast 2018 U1 - 813/.6 23 PY - 2018/// CY - New York PB - Little, Brown and Company KW - Suicide KW - Fiction KW - Grief KW - Artists KW - Racially mixed people KW - Grandparents KW - Paranormal fiction KW - Americans KW - Taiwan KW - Young adult fiction KW - Secrets KW - Juvenile fiction KW - Supernatural KW - lcgft N1 - Young adult N2 - "Leigh Chen Sanders is absolutely certain about one thing: when her mother died by suicide, she turned into a bird. Leigh, who is half Asian and half white, travels to Taiwan to meet her maternal grandparents for the first time. There, sh is determined to find her mother, the bird. In her search, she winds up chasing after ghosts, uncovering family secrets, and forging a new relationship with her grandparents. And as she grieves, she must try to reconcile the fact that on the same day she kissed her best friend and longtime secret crush, Axel, her mother was taking her own life."-- ER -